Yeah I’ve been in denial for the past few weeks. I’m afraid to admit my own feelings. My feelings is still the same but I tried avoiding to think about it which puts me in denial when I tell my own heart that ” I’m over you. You’ll never come back again. So why I bother wait” this thought hurts more than I thought. But I learn to accept that the more I deny to think the more ill think of you and miss you so I’ve chosen another path where I’ll think of you more each day so everything will slowly vanish away. True that I can never forget you and the memories we had together since you are my first but my goal is to let go of you which I know could take years unless miracle happens and another person is willing to enter my life and heal my bruise. Time will never turn back for us to its time to learn how to step forward and move on.